Showing posts with label seizures. Show all posts
Showing posts with label seizures. Show all posts

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Tonsils, Adenoids, and a Code Blue

This is kind of a delayed update, but it's been hard for me to write about it, and I wanted to wait a while before writing so I could look at it a little more objectively.

About 5 months ago Becca's geneticist Dr. Rope recommended we do a sleep study for Becca. She gets pretty tired during the day, and most days she wakes up between 4 and 6am, so there's definitely room for improvement in her sleep routine. We scheduled the sleep study (that's probably worthy of its own post. We'll never do another sleep study anywhere other than at Primary's. The sleep tech was pretty sure he wouldn't need to wrap the EEG nodes, but Becca went at them most of the night, and fought the nasal cannula as well... it was a blast...) and the big takeaways were that her oxygen levels are a bit low when she sleeps and that her brainwaves are all over the place (no surprise there, pretty typical for Rett girls). We decided to give her blow-by oxygen at the night, and see a ENT about possibly getting her tonsils removed.

The ENT, Dr. Grimmer, thought it might be helpful to remove Becca's tonsils and adenoids.  Her tonsils were enlarged, and while it wasn't a major concern, it might help her breathe a little more easily.  Becca does cough sometimes in the night, and it gets pretty bad when she's sick, so it seems like it'll be a good thing in the long run.

But first we had to make it through the surgery.  June 6th we went in to Primary Children's Hospital for her T&A.  We were really nervous before we went in because Becca had coughed a couple times that morning and had a low-grade fever, but she does just cough randomly sometimes, and the hospital told us to go ahead, so we brought her in for the surgery.  We won't ever take that kind of risk again.

After the surgery they took Becca to the floor for recovery (it was technically an outpatient surgery, but they wanted to keep her overnight to make sure everything was all right).  I wasn't there, but right away Paula knew something was wrong.  Becca wasn't breathing well and was obviously pretty miserable whenever she woke up from getting her tonsils and adenoids removed.

After a couple hours she had what Paula thought might have been a seizure.  For the previous few weeks sometimes Becca's arms and legs had started twitching rhythmically for a few minutes at a time. She was very in there when it would happen, but we weren't sure if they were seizures or not.  Paula took the opportunity to ask the staff if our neurologist could come see what was going on and confirm whether or not it was seizure activity.  Dr. Benedict wasn't available, but another neurologist named Dr. Lloyd checked in and called it a seizure (incidentally, after some follow-up EEGs we now know they weren't seizures, and it sounds like this kind of thing may be common for Rett girls, there just wasn't anybody around with any experience in Rett cases).  They gave her a huge dose of versed (or ativan, I can't remember which) and the twitching stopped but she got all messed up.  Her eyes weren't lined up anymore and she would either sleep or stare off at nothing -- and she still was not breathing well.

The breathing was the biggest concern for us.  Becca's always had a hard time with breathing, and when she gets sick at all or coughs a lot she stops swallowing and stuff builds up in the back of her throat and exacerbates the problem.  She had blow-by oxygen but her breaths were just really short and quick, and her oxygen saturation levels were all over the place (anywhere from 80% to 50%).  We asked a couple times about it, but none of the nurses were concerned with the situation and said it wasn't a big deal after a throat surgery, so we assumed it was fine.  They gave us a suction tool to help clear her out, but told us we shouldn't suction much or it would make things worse -- even though it was pretty clear she was collecting a lot of gunk back there.

This, by the way, was pretty much the end of our implicit trust in nursing staff.  We assume now that nurses won't know the right things to do for Becca, and then they can sometimes pleasantly prove us wrong and earn our trust.  If we'd known then what we know now we probably wouldn't have ended up in the PICU.  Hm... Actually, I guess if we'd known then what we know now we might have pushed them to take Becca directly to the PICU for recovery instead of just going to the floor.  We're a lot more confident now than we used to be that we know what's best for Becca, so I guess at least there's that.  It seems like maybe that's something a Rett parent just needs to learn eventually.

Anyway. I sent Paula home to get some sleep (she was 5 months pregnant, and Becca wasn't coughing quite as much anymore) and settled in for the night. At about 10:30pm Becca's breathing got a lot worse.  She started coughing pretty bad, and then she started coughing worse (this is when the nurse came in), and then she stopped inhaling, and then her coughs got really weak, almost non-existant.  Her oxygen saturation dropped to 20% and the nurse hit the emergency button.  The PICU staff got there within 30 seconds and right away started working on opening Becca's airways. Becca's lips were blue and her skin had lost its color almost completely.  She looked dead other than the faint spasms in her chest. Her oxygen got down to 12% before starting to slowly climb up again.  About half an hour later the respiratory technician finally had her up to 85% oxygen, and we decided that was enough to move her down to the PICU.

As you can imagine, I was pretty much a wreck at this point. I actually think I did really well until somebody said something about "life support" and for some reason that was the thing that threw me. I managed to get a call out to Paula and speak enough that she knew to get there right away. They wheeled Becca down to the PICU and got her all checked in.  She couldn't breathe at all on her own, but at least she was stable.  We found out later one of her lungs had completely collapsed, and the other was significantly obstructed.  The event was classified as "acute respiratory arrest".

I think this is enough for one post. Maybe I'll do the PICU experience in another post.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

An Off Week

Becca is having a bit of an off week. Brian and I had just mentioned last week that Becca has been in a really good place lately. She’s been so content. By content I mean happy 97% of the time. She hasn't been making any improvements in motor skills (gross or fine), but she hasn’t been losing skills lately either. We are so grateful that she has stayed healthy for the most part through the sick season and she has been gaining weight well. She also has seemed more with it lately. I don’t know what it is but she seems to be trying to communicate more through the way she looks at me. But, as is often the case, when you say things are going well, things take a turn for the worse.

Brian and I think that Becca may be having little seizures this week. She’s been doing this thing where her eyes roll back and her limbs shake a bit and then she’s fine. They only last a few seconds. We have no way of knowing if they’re actually seizures. She shakes quite a bit on a regular basis without having a seizure. This morning she had one of her moments where she zones out for a while and just lays there (I think it’s a little seizure but of course I can’t be sure). The only thing she would move was her poor little hands that never get rest (except for when she’s sleeping). She has been pretty unhappy these past couple days. I’m hoping these seizures or whatever may be bothering her get better soon. Brian and I both get really discouraged when we can’t figure out what to do for her. I scheduled an appointment with her neurologist. Maybe an adjustment in her medication will do the trick. I think that we’re just really worried that she may be starting to go downhill again. I don’t feel brave enough to see her lose more.

Also, I really feel like Becca is trying to tell me something lately. Sometimes she will look deep into my eyes with a look that seems to say help me. It truly breaks my heart every time. I know that she is going to learn how to better communicate with us, but until then we just have to try to be patient.

I can’t remember if we mentioned on here, but at the end March we got Becca’s wheelchair! We’re really liking being able to move her around more easily and it seems like a really nice chair. I don’t have a picture that shows all of it yet, but this will give you an idea…

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A few weeks ago my family was in town for graduation. It’s always neat for me to see how much Becca loves people. She really seemed to enjoy having everyone in town. This video is from that weekend. She was having a fun time playing with her Daddy…

I guess this post is rather random. I have so much on my mind with Becca and getting a tiny bit out helps. But, in the spirit of randomness, here is a random picture of Becca that I absolutely love.

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I could just cuddle with you all day dear Becca.

PS- Becca, you have really pretty teeth…will you stop grinding them? Thanks.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Seizures?

We've wondered for a while if Becca has had seizures. It's a common problem for girls with Rett, although they can be hard to recognize sometimes -- even with an EEG, since the results are commonly abnormal in general for Rett cases. In Becca's case, we suspected she had them in her sleep, and that we may have actually seen some when she got startled awake. In the nighttime if we ever had to sneak into her room and accidentally made a noise, her eyes would pop open, and a second or two later her arms and legs would come up off the bed and start shaking/tremoring for fifteen seconds or so.

We asked the neurologist about it, and she assured us it was just part of her ataxia, and that when she woke up her muscles were just spasming because she didn't have control of them yet. That's what we wanted to hear, since we really didn't want her to be having seizures. It seemed to make sense, too, since she could look around and wasn't holding her breath when it was happening, and someone somewhere told us people won't look at you when they're having a seizure (not so sure if that's true anymore, but that's what I heard at the time).

Anyway, now I'm not so sure she wasn't having seizures. I think we've already mentioned the two separate mornings when Becca woke up a complete noodle, just very worn out and moany. She'd mostly recover after half an hour or so, but it would mess up her development somewhat, and we were really worried that those actually were seizures, so we talked to the neurologist again, and ended up getting a 48-hour EEG scheduled.

Becca had one of her shaking spells while hooked up for the 48-hour EEG. We pushed all the buttons and everything to make sure they got it recorded, and one of the nurses came in right after and said it looked like they'd recorded a seizure. Next morning the neurologist stopped by and said that wasn't true. She said Becca's EEG was abnormal in general, and while everyone agreed that the shaking looked just like a seizure, the EEG didn't show anything to convince them that it really was a seizure. Even still, she decided to put Becca on Keppra in case the other two events really had been seizures.

Fast-forward to now. Becca doesn't do the shaking thing in her sleep anymore. At all. Her ataxia is just as bad as it's ever been (we were playing piano together today and I had to hold her just right or she'd shake at her trunk and lose control of her arms), so I doubt that she's just "better", but I can't get her to shake in her sleep like she used to. I've actually been trying for a few weeks to get a video of it to post, because we can't seem to get a definitive answer on what it is, but she's actually a really deep sleeper now. I just went into her room, flicked on the light (she flinched at that, but that was all), made some really loud noises, and even sat her up in bed, but she wouldn't wake up at all. I finally got her to open her eyes, but there was no startling into shaking like there used to be.

I know there's probably confounding factors. Maybe Keppra makes you sleep more soundly or something, or maybe she's just moved out of that phase. But I really can't help but suspect that those were little seizures she was having. The last time we spoke to the neurologist (Dr. Benedict) she said she wasn't convinced that the episode they recorded wasn't a seizure, and I'd probably say the same thing. Especially since she hasn't had the little drops in development that she used to have.

It's probably worth mentioning that Becca doesn't breathe well, especially when she's asleep. She gasps sometimes when she's awake, and when she sleeps she tends to take little tiny breaths, stop breathing for a few seconds, then take a deep breath. I know that's also not uncommon with Rett (and Paula actually breathes infrequently when she sleeps, too), but there you go.

Anyway, the moral of the story is we don't actually know if Becca's ever had a seizure. We're pretty sure she has, but nothing's been officially observed. And we wonder if maybe those small shaking episodes were seizures as well. The good news is that Rett cases tend to have fewer seizures as they get older (although by older they tend to mean adolescence or beyond, not two and a half), and of course that whatever those shaking spells were, they're gone now -- can't say as we were the biggest fans of them, whether seizures or not.